Today i guess is the lowest self esteem that i have. Why? Who am I? 24 years & 2 months i been alive still haven't discovered my self? Still haven't met Mr Right... Still haven't know what you should be. Still haven't know your path, still doesn't know who you are. What you like. What you doesn't like. Are you dare to speak out loud? Are you really know who you are right now? Are you satisfied?
To whom should i scream? To whom should i tell?
It still the same since i was cried to have someone to accompany me. To teach me how to get close to YOU...
Am i sound like i have no iman? Yes, i'm not strong... I just want something@someone to keep me up when i'm weak.
Hari ni, boleh dikatakan sepanjang hari aku asyik tersengih. Something special came out? YES. haha
Last night i couldn't sleep because too much think of it. My boy that i admire message me for offering a DSLR camera. Yes, i have a simple negotiation with him. Early before, 1st Jan, Daus (black metal boy y alim) also offered me DSLR camera with interesting price (both of them know i love picturing n camera). And based on both offer, i more interested to Daus. And we had discussed on that.
POP!!! Agreed to sold to me. Wau, macam tak percaya. cepatnya. Tomorrow make a payment (i paid half) and in a week i will get the camera. Next month i will pay the balance. Sound so simple like you guys afraid of been cheated or not? Okay I believe to Daus la in this case.
Am I too early to share this? I think 'ya' but I couldn't stand. HEHEHE
I really admire most of her dress, jacket, shoe, bag, her style and her photo. Its all complete of my passion. I guess she is so lucky. She travel almost around the world and being icon (she like celebrity). I was like dreaming to be like her. I love every her shooting place, it is gorgeous!!
And, there has an agenda too. I was trying to improve my English (hehe). It is the fun way though, and i like it.
So, that's all I wanna share today because I was thinking, why I'm back to actively blogging. I have my passion to share.
Today is my mom birthday, just text her (she must had sleep).
Hope we (mom's children) could make you happy to the end. I felt very lucky to have you in this world. You the only one who knows me better than others...
I know, i might not really good as a daughter.. but i really hope that you're not regret to gave birth of me. Hope your dreams come true and your strength will encourage me and give spirits to survive.