Today i guess is the lowest self esteem that i have. Why? Who am I? 24 years & 2 months i been alive still haven't discovered my self? Still haven't met Mr Right... Still haven't know what you should be. Still haven't know your path, still doesn't know who you are. What you like. What you doesn't like. Are you dare to speak out loud? Are you really know who you are right now? Are you satisfied?
To whom should i scream? To whom should i tell?
It still the same since i was cried to have someone to accompany me. To teach me how to get close to YOU...
Am i sound like i have no iman? Yes, i'm not strong... I just want something@someone to keep me up when i'm weak.
Hari ni, boleh dikatakan sepanjang hari aku asyik tersengih. Something special came out? YES. haha
Last night i couldn't sleep because too much think of it. My boy that i admire message me for offering a DSLR camera. Yes, i have a simple negotiation with him. Early before, 1st Jan, Daus (black metal boy y alim) also offered me DSLR camera with interesting price (both of them know i love picturing n camera). And based on both offer, i more interested to Daus. And we had discussed on that.
POP!!! Agreed to sold to me. Wau, macam tak percaya. cepatnya. Tomorrow make a payment (i paid half) and in a week i will get the camera. Next month i will pay the balance. Sound so simple like you guys afraid of been cheated or not? Okay I believe to Daus la in this case.
Am I too early to share this? I think 'ya' but I couldn't stand. HEHEHE